It’s pretty ridiculous how much I do for others from the goodness of my heart just because I sincerely care for them. But there’s just no appreciation AT ALL. Yet I keep staying up late giving advice, driving miles and miles to make sure they feel better, sacrifice my time and give it to them when I know that no one will ever do the same for me so why the hell do I keep doing it? I deserve a better life and better friends. Honestly, at this point, I’m better off alone.
you didn’t love her.
you just didn’t want to be alone.
or maybe, she was just good for your ego.
or, or maybe she just made you feel better about your miserable life.
but you didn’t love her,
because you don’t destroy people you love."